You did it.

I remember the courage it took to bring you home to my mom. It just wasn’t done where I came from. It wasn’t just her I had to answer to, it was the pressure and judgement of an entire organization. But love is brave. Period. You slept in my bed. I slept on the couch.…

20 years ago I was supposed to marry you and today, at 1 am, for some weird reason I am thinking of you. Actually I am thinking about how I never think of you. Then I’m thinking about how you set my expectations of treatment because I was your Queen. Then I’m thinking about how…

He told me I would be perfect for and so compatible with a Jewish man. He should know, he is one. LOL. My dear friend.

Dearest Self, Yes. This. You finally arrived and you deserve it. All.

So many folks got this song wrong and I’m not surprised because so many people get love wrong. This song is love and I understand every bit of it. Complete, utter, worshiping love between two individuals that just…fucking love. Lifetime favorite. Many, many long drives, over my lifetime, spent listening to this over and again…

Can’t build an empire while seeking validation from the villagers. Seeing what can be built with great people, genuine people, people of integrity, supportive people and it’s on top of what I’ve built surrounded by the exact opposite – the villagers. Come epiphany with me. We cannot meet at depths we have not both explored.…

Did it. Learned from it. Changed because of it. Own it. Share it. Repeat. We were the only ones laughing in the ER. That’s just us when we get together. I missed you and I miss few. Totally strange that the pain you were in I felt. Maybe not strange when I remember it’s you…

This past year has been one of the best of my life. Hands down. I am thankful for all I have given myself and looking forward to what’s coming. Seeds planted for years now, maybe they’ll start to bloom soon and if not, just sitting in the presence of patience. So much great has happened…

We are not exactly alike, and we love it. He is a total “whore” and I am not and we love asking each other questions about the difference. Super detailed, safe, never judging, completely open and honest. The way it should be. It’s not age, I just think I’ve finally met another real human, the…