I heard this wonderful saying, “Don’t worry so much about what’s happening, when what’s happening should be you.”
I remember when me happening wasn’t a priority, my priority. I see so much more clearly now and how this left holes in me that others so easily exploited and misunderstood as a weakness or too much. Trust, openness, honesty, vulnerability, kindness, genuineness, softness, firmness, exactness, feist, laughter, gentleness, goodness, ferocity. I used to believe it was all just misunderstood because it was all in one person, me. But, now I see it very differently. It was clearly understood, always and mishandled intentionally. And that’s ok because it’s brought me squarely to what matters and what’s happening now. Me.
Finding the unapologetic truest and strongest version of me, is my greatest epiphany. And the best part, is I keep finding new pieces of me or maybe I’m rediscovering them, letting them out to run free. Whatever it is. It is. Yay.