I started the day looking in one direction and ended it walking in another. More than my normal levels of self-reflection, this was a deep remembering, a certain knowing that I had all the answers to my questions. And, I always have.
In a state of self given grace, my revelations have always aligned with the levels of my strength, forged lived experiences. Those thoughts I had as a child, feeling others, understanding the words in silence, seeing through all the yous… yesterday, it all came clear to me at once and I understood.
Next, I make more room within the walls of me and my love – life. Emptying the spaces saved for others who don’t understand it is a gift so rarely made and being delighted that their lack is so clearly stated. Courage will know courage and peace will know peace and depth will weep when true counterparts meet.
A great exhalation is found in the tossing, burning, giving and shedding of the pasts before my own, to which I wrongfully held on. No more. Heaping them onto the backs of their owners and caring nothing for their outcomes is exactly where I belong. So I did and I do.
Yesterday, around 9pm I truly, with everything, thank you.